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7 years

Being Christian for  almost 7 years and I feel so comfort by looking throughout these few years, I've been going ups and downs but still I did not change what I want to do in my life for God. Helping those who are in need and poor, improving myself to be a responsible person and obey to God. All of these are not easy for me. I will fall sometimes, I will want to give up sometimes, I will stray away from God sometimes, but God is still God. He is always with me even when I fall. He is always with me when I don't even want to bother Him and not reading His words. He is still there. He is waiting for me to come back. How can I leave someone who is good to me all the times? He knows my pain, He knows my thoughts and most importantly He knows me everything. Open the eyes of my heart, Lord. Let me not to be in troubled and be faithful in You. No matter what is going on in my life, let me take up my cross to walk with You. Let me focus on your way instead of mine. Let me focus on your...
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Great are You, Lord.

To whom I serve, I thank You for many blessings that You have been given me in my life. I thank You for always listen to my prayers and my nagging about life and people. I thank You for always being with me as a Father to teach me and lift up my spiritual life. Sometimes I was so pissed off of myself, people and the things that happened which made me feel so uncomfortable but You've been asking me to learn how to love, how to respect, how to be joyful, how to be patient, how to be kind and etc. I really thank You that I knew You since I was in the secondary school. You've changed my life definitely. Even though I'm still not that good but I will do my best to become what You want me to be like. REMIND MYSELF, 别忘了你的初衷 to serve the people and God
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The Past and Now

How grateful I am to become a person that I am not used to be even there are still have a lot of things I need to understand and got to do it right but I think I did better than last time, better than the old me. I was immature and insecure in the past and I started to realize that how to rely on God more each day but not on the people. It makes me to feel much more love and got to do the right things. To be honest, without God, I am nothing. I am nothing. I am nothing. How great that He has been chosen me to serve Him in different kind of ministries and events. How great that He has called me as His child and loves me even though I am not deserved. Hopefully I can do it well and in the future too. I'll continue to figure it out His will in my life. Be strong and courageous no matter what am I going to face it. For the past few months ago, things that have letting me down but I know it won't last forever because I know who is the one in control.
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好久...好久....

好久...好久... 没能感受这种幸福的感觉 好久...好久... 没能来到神的面前 好久...好久... 忘了自己的初衷 如今能再次来到神的面前 我很开心 因为神依然对我不离不弃 无人能与他相比 别人的批评 我不需要理会 因为神会帮我解决 他是圣洁的神 他是慈爱的神 他是荣耀的神 他是无比尊贵的神 他是配得万物敬拜的神 圣哉圣哉全地唱 昔在今在以后永在 圣哉圣哉全能神 永远在宝座上 谢谢你，我亲爱的阿爸天父。
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Waoh.

What I wanted to write it is actually nothing to do with this title and the content that I'm going to write later because i'm really really lazy to think of the caption. Please don't judge me. hahahaha. It is going to be the last week before I go back to college again. I'd feel so scared of the subjects that I've enrolled it for next semester and the reason I still need to take because it is compulsory for all of us. Please...pray for me... To be honest, I think my patient is already gone, gone to nowhere else. In my situation, I've been seeing people keep changing due to the many reasons and we might not knowing the same people like how we did last time. I don't know whether it is a good things for me when I look at it. I guess I'm starting to change too whenever seeing someone who was close to you and started to have a distance with you.  Anyhow,  I will still walk with God and maybe this is not the thing that I have to care so much. Not s...
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Love, hate

Read back the massages from my friends and I can't believe I did such things before. What I can say is none one of us are perfect right. We all have some problems that we need to solve it and carry by ourselves. Seriously, I just hope that this person can get through all these hurt and pain and find a reason get back to God, family, friends, and the people who cares about him. Falling in love with someone is not going to be the whole part in your life. Don't be so stubborn and this is not worth at all by crying for someone who doesn't like you. Please take a deep breathe, try to look at the people around you, you will be seeing there are lot of people who needed us to help. They are in deep suffer and pain. They don't have a home to stay and they might lost their parents. Why do you keep thinking everyone is not good? Why do you making yourself to a dead path? Why don't you choose to give up on someone who is not worth your love? Why don't you appreci...
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The Place I Liked The Most

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HERE IS THE SARAWAK !! HAHAHA It was my first mission trip and which is the most memorable memories in my life. Even now I feel so happy at looking the pic. If time can flies back, imma totally willing to go back at this moment with no doubt. HAHAHAHA.
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