Faith Leads Us Beyond Ourselves. It Leads Us Directly To God. >:)

好久...好久... 没能感受这种幸福的感觉 好久...好久... 没能来到神的面前 好久...好久... 忘了自己的初衷 如今能再次来到神的面前 我很开心 因为神依然对我不离不弃 无人能与他相比 别人的批评 我不需要理会 因为神会帮我解决 他是圣洁的神 他是慈爱的神 他是荣耀的神 他是无比尊贵的神 他是配得万物敬拜的神 圣哉圣哉全地唱 昔在今在以后永在 圣哉圣哉全能神 永远在宝座上 谢谢你，我亲爱的阿爸天父。

What I wanted to write it is actually nothing to do with this title and the content that I'm going to write later because i'm really really lazy to think of the caption. Please don't judge me. hahahaha. It is going to be the last week before I go back to college again. I'd feel so scared of the subjects that I've enrolled it for next semester and the reason I still need to take because it is compulsory for all of us. Please...pray for me... To be honest, I think my patient is already gone, gone to nowhere else. In my situation, I've been seeing people keep changing due to the many reasons and we might not knowing the same people like how we did last time. I don't know whether it is a good things for me when I look at it. I guess I'm starting to change too whenever seeing someone who was close to you and started to have a distance with you.  Anyhow,  I will still walk with God and maybe this is not the thing that I have to care so much. Not s...

Read back the massages from my friends and I can't believe I did such things before. What I can say is none one of us are perfect right. We all have some problems that we need to solve it and carry by ourselves. Seriously, I just hope that this person can get through all these hurt and pain and find a reason get back to God, family, friends, and the people who cares about him. Falling in love with someone is not going to be the whole part in your life. Don't be so stubborn and this is not worth at all by crying for someone who doesn't like you. Please take a deep breathe, try to look at the people around you, you will be seeing there are lot of people who needed us to help. They are in deep suffer and pain. They don't have a home to stay and they might lost their parents. Why do you keep thinking everyone is not good? Why do you making yourself to a dead path? Why don't you choose to give up on someone who is not worth your love? Why don't you appreci...

HERE IS THE SARAWAK !! HAHAHA It was my first mission trip and which is the most memorable memories in my life. Even now I feel so happy at looking the pic. If time can flies back, imma totally willing to go back at this moment with no doubt. HAHAHAHA.

This is amazing when you are read back what you posted before. For me, it always make me to think who were the person I am in the past. This is so Great that I amazed by myself again and again. The old me already knew the future me, and the old me already advise the me in the future. In the end I still lost in my world, I don't trust God and not being faithful all the times. Even I knew it very clearly but   I still want to do it on my way and I have been losing the eyesight from the bigger picture that God has given me. Why? It is all because I don't choose to believe God anymore and get frustrated and shamed on myself. Get up and go, sinyi. God is waiting for you.

I'm not mad, I'm hurt. There's a difference.