Faith Leads Us Beyond Ourselves. It Leads Us Directly To God. >:)

Being Christian for  almost 7 years and I feel so comfort by looking throughout these few years, I've been going ups and downs but still I did not change what I want to do in my life for God. Helping those who are in need and poor, improving myself to be a responsible person and obey to God. All of these are not easy for me. I will fall sometimes, I will want to give up sometimes, I will stray away from God sometimes, but God is still God. He is always with me even when I fall. He is always with me when I don't even want to bother Him and not reading His words. He is still there. He is waiting for me to come back. How can I leave someone who is good to me all the times? He knows my pain, He knows my thoughts and most importantly He knows me everything. Open the eyes of my heart, Lord. Let me not to be in troubled and be faithful in You. No matter what is going on in my life, let me take up my cross to walk with You. Let me focus on your way instead of mine. Let me focus on your...

To whom I serve, I thank You for many blessings that You have been given me in my life. I thank You for always listen to my prayers and my nagging about life and people. I thank You for always being with me as a Father to teach me and lift up my spiritual life. Sometimes I was so pissed off of myself, people and the things that happened which made me feel so uncomfortable but You've been asking me to learn how to love, how to respect, how to be joyful, how to be patient, how to be kind and etc. I really thank You that I knew You since I was in the secondary school. You've changed my life definitely. Even though I'm still not that good but I will do my best to become what You want me to be like. REMIND MYSELF, 别忘了你的初衷 to serve the people and God

How grateful I am to become a person that I am not used to be even there are still have a lot of things I need to understand and got to do it right but I think I did better than last time, better than the old me. I was immature and insecure in the past and I started to realize that how to rely on God more each day but not on the people. It makes me to feel much more love and got to do the right things. To be honest, without God, I am nothing. I am nothing. I am nothing. How great that He has been chosen me to serve Him in different kind of ministries and events. How great that He has called me as His child and loves me even though I am not deserved. Hopefully I can do it well and in the future too. I'll continue to figure it out His will in my life. Be strong and courageous no matter what am I going to face it. For the past few months ago, things that have letting me down but I know it won't last forever because I know who is the one in control.