7 years

Being Christian for  almost 7 years and I feel so comfort by looking throughout these few years, I've been going ups and downs but still I did not change what I want to do in my life for God. Helping those who are in need and poor, improving myself to be a responsible person and obey to God. All of these are not easy for me. I will fall sometimes, I will want to give up sometimes, I will stray away from God sometimes, but God is still God. He is always with me even when I fall. He is always with me when I don't even want to bother Him and not reading His words. He is still there. He is waiting for me to come back. How can I leave someone who is good to me all the times? He knows my pain, He knows my thoughts and most importantly He knows me everything. Open the eyes of my heart, Lord. Let me not to be in troubled and be faithful in You. No matter what is going on in my life, let me take up my cross to walk with You. Let me focus on your way instead of mine. Let me focus on your will instead of mine. Let me choose the decision wisely about my life partner in your perfect will and in perfect time. Moreover, I just wanna be with You until I meet You again and be in Your presence always.