Waoh.

What I wanted to write it is actually nothing to do with this title and the content that I'm going to write later because i'm really really lazy to think of the caption. Please don't judge me. hahahaha.

It is going to be the last week before I go back to college again. I'd feel so scared of the subjects that I've enrolled it for next semester and the reason I still need to take because it is compulsory for all of us. Please...pray for me...

To be honest, I think my patient is already gone, gone to nowhere else. In my situation, I've been seeing people keep changing due to the many reasons and we might not knowing the same people like how we did last time. I don't know whether it is a good things for me when I look at it. I guess I'm starting to change too whenever seeing someone who was close to you and started to have a distance with you. 

Anyhow,  I will still walk with God and maybe this is not the thing that I have to care so much. Not saying they are not important for me anymore but just because I love them so much so I am going to love them with a different methods and loving them from a distance and keeping them in my prayers always. 

Am I being emotional? Yea, somehow when I think of him. Someone I do like. Someone I don't really know him. Someone I want talk to. Someone I try so hard to keep the relationship with him. I'd always tell myself don't think so much for you do not know how he feels about you. I really have no idea about this.